27th November 2006
free to be on the com, finally.
after a good 10 days,
i realised the importance of an off day (:
my off day shouldnt be today initially.
but work ended later than usual yesterday,
so Boss asked me to rest at home today.
unknowingly, 2 weeks have past.
my full time's left with another 2 weeks.
but think its gonna drag on.. oh well~haha. work's been like a roller coaster.
there's good & bad times.
just that sometimes i feel like f-ing that asshole up. LOL.hmm~ nothing much happened recently.
except for the 2 off days i've had..
the rest of the days i've spent on working.
went out on both off days.
the first i met Nicole in the evening,
headed to bugis to get a pair of jeans.
& headed to Bark's asking about her work schedule.
the second one, i met Jes in the evening,
after going for a hair dye & treatment.
we headed to Gelare for a
late brunch,
sat down for a long while for a girls' talk.
we had so much fun that evening crapping away!
so after much crapping, we decided to...
head down to Bark's for chicken wings. LOL!
realise i've been going down to Bark's,even on my off days?!?! LOL.okay, and finally... this third off day...
it was spent having a good rest at home,
catching up on my unfinished hongkong drama,
and then to compass point to get some stuff.
no more Bark's, no more Bark's. haha!
time's really flying yeah?
school's gonna start in another month's time.
pressure of the o levels gonna get bigger.
i guess what i can do now,
is to really enjoy the rest of my hols. haha!
hmm~ talking about school. guess what?
there was physics lesson this morning,
but due to work last night
which made me reach home only at 4am this morning,
i overslept and missed the bloody lesson.
damn. haha!
alright alrights.
off to watch the 9pm show,
followed by the 10pm one.
and then off to bed!! hahaha!
i need plenty, plenty & plenty of rest! (:
work's on tmr.
it'll be sometime till i blog again.
take care people (:
17 Nov 2006
calls for updates,
and here i am (:
have been busy, busy & busier!
call me a bore or a no-life..
people are out there enjoying their hols,
& i'm working 6 days a week,
from late afternoon till late night.
working full time at Bark's tiring,
yet at the same time, fun.
having nice & fun-loving colleagues,
really brightens up my day there.
though embarrassing moments exist,
but i've never failed to learn from them.
there hasnt been much things going on these days.
just some remedials here & there..
plannings for gatherings & parties & camp..
dates that i've no choice but to turn down..
cos of work, work & more work! haha!
work yesterday was the best so far..
cos i've had almost no naggings from Kelvin.
& work tomorrow should be a memorable one.
there'll be a wedding dinner at Bark's tmr on 18 Nov.
heard that the newly-weds' Marcus' sister.
but whoever the newly-weds, Congratulations (:
well well, i gotta get going.
and prepare for work at 4pm.
shall update soon if time permits..
till next time, people (:
i hate myself for loving you.i need a shoulder to cry on, so badly...
12th November '06
was back from OBS on friday afternoon.
it was indeed a bad & sucky friday afternoon.
'cos i had to go back to work after an hour's of rest.
OBS was a great experience for me, i'd say.
though i dread going at first,
but i still enjoyed myselfto the max throughout,
having xueying, maopei, joan & zhengda in the same group.
& of course, having the best looking male instructor,
Mr Samuel Nicholas Chu as my instructor =D
with awesome groupmates from St. Hildas & Dunman High,
in a totally awesome group named DhanaBalan. LOL (:
having to do jetty & quarry jumps, freshwater water rafting,
kayaking,
high height elements, an approx. 50km trekking,
& other additional activities had made me realise many stuff.
one was, i realised that there was more deep inside myself.
& many more that i think i shouldnt share here.
GO EXPERIENCE IT YOURSELF!!! (:
this course was really good, really. haha..
through this course, i've made many new friends..
& build better relationships with cv's schoolmates.
apart from these good & fun times that we've had..
there was definitely things that are not so good.
for example, the water, the food, the bunks.
water there has quite a strong chlorine taste,
food there was bad (except for the times we built bassha & slept outdoors & cooked ourselves =x),
the bunks which was rather infested with mosquitoes
& was located at somewhat the highest point in camp 1
which was on a blooody steeep up-sloping hill,
gathering time in the morning was 0555 hours;
& that, PT was blooody torturing at times.
but on the whole,
OBS was really really greaaaat lah!
i'm missing OBS like crazy already. haha!
i swear i'll return for the 7 & 9 days course! (:
work was freaking sucky on friday.
for i was never this tired before...
fancy getting no rest after a 5 days course
& going straight to work after that.
due to my
super obvious tiredness
(that could be seen from my tired face),
weiling sent me home at 11pm.
which i fell asleep on her car,
& drop dead as soon as i was home.
& i'll be going on full-time at Bark's,
starting from this monday onwards for a month.
so that will be till mid December.
then back to part-time 'cos i'll be busy then.
all the catch up of school work, holiday assignments,
class chalets & gatherings,
blahblahblah. LOL.
hmm~ this' quite lengthy.
& i'm getting a
little tired again.
so... i shall go & sleep now. HAHAHA =D
till next time, people (:
05th Nov 2006
OBS' just tomorrow.
& i'm not feeling excited, nor happy.
unlike how i felt exactly when i first knew i was going..
was on the phone with Jes till 4+ this morning.
woke up at 8am, prepped & headed to the hospital.
i nearly burst into tears when i saw her on the bed, in the ICU.
though they kept telling her its okay, to just go ahead with the ops.
but i knew its gonna be a major op if coiling cant be done in her brain.
whats worst, S'pore has only 2 specialists who can do this op.
& they have not handle this case or related ones in this whole year.
if everything goes on smoothly, she's gonna be the first in 2006.
why must i face this again in this year?
early this year, my grandpa had too much water in the lungs.
then came to realise there's a final stage tumour in his lungs.
i lost my beloved grandpa early this year...
& now, i've to face this again.
i only have one qns, Why is God so cruel?
i dont know how i'm suppose to go for the camp tmr.
it'll be for a week if i were to go...
& i wouldnt know what will happen in this week.
too much of worries i cant let go..
just too much things i cant let go of...
even though i didnt say a word to you,
but i know its rather impossible for us..
after the previous relationship,
i guess i know what i should do..
i dont wanna come in between you & her.
i just want you to be happy, always..
& have my feelings known to you.
only that way, i wont regret living my life.
& like always, if ever Fate permits...
please be assured that i'll always be here for you.
its time to get going to meet Jes.
all i ever want, is for God to give her faith & bless her through.
to have your shoulder for me to lie on,
& to be given a chance, to be together with you...
i'm actually really worn out by now.
but while waiting for some stupid thing to finish dl-ing,
& to wait for my hair to dry up,
this shall be a really short one, haha.
dnt course's coming to an end in another 7 hours' time.
& OBS' so so so much nearer now.
somehow, i really dread going now.
sighs.apart from that, work has been awfully tired.
have been working everyday of the week.
& my only off day would be this sunday,
which would be meeting up with jeslyn,
& do my last minute packing and shopping for OBS.
nicole started work today.
guess it was pretty tough for her.
but well, she should be able to get used to it soon.
still trying to help francesca find a job.
& myself, i'm still comtemplating to work full time or not.
pay's pretty good. but it'll be like 6 days a week, 9 hours a day.
its gonna be freaking tiring laaaaa.
any advice, people?
havent been going out much this holidays.
up till now, its 2 weeks of holidays.
& its also 2 weeks of work for me.
& if i were to go on full time,
it'll really be a holiday filled with work & more work.
suddenly feeling very very tired,
i just wish for the time to stop.
i dont know how things' gonna be like..
i just wish for the best, that we could be together.
for you're the first guy, after so long,
that make me fall in love again...
good night all (:
